Little lows, and they're impact on life
What happened?!?!?!?!
I guess, in a nutshell, life happened. It's cliche, but true. Here are some quick updates: We still have not closed on our house due to the siblings of the seller placing a lien on the title. We've gone through multiple closing dates now, but will hopefully close in January. The girls ended up going... Continue Reading →
Consistency
Welp, so much for my twice weekly posts. It's been over two months since my last post. Granted, a ton of things have happened. All of which I will try and update you on in the next post. This post is to acknowledge my inconsistent behavior. Consistency is something I have always longed for. But... Continue Reading →
Mrs. Mommy
Homeschooling. I don't even know for sure if that's one word or two, but I'm doing it. And if that doesn't describe our situation I don't know what does. That may be a little extreme, considering I did study English and Psychology in college, but it's a good representation of the fact that I know... Continue Reading →
A Crushing Blow
Got some news this week that was hard to swallow. I got denied for my disability again. Only this time the judge was nice enough to add, "Applicant alleges to have an eating disorder (yet she is obese)." I'm sorry that I don't fit society's vision of anorexia. And quite frankly, f*** that judge. My... Continue Reading →
Excoriation Disorder
To start off, here is a definition of Excoriation disorder by Mental Health America: Excoriation disorder (also referred to as chronic skin-picking or dermatillomania) is a mental illness related to obsessive-compulsive disorder. It is characterized by repeated picking at one’s own skin which results in skin lesions and causes significant disruption in one’s life. Individuals... Continue Reading →
A Long Pause
It's been a long time since I wrote a post. I wish I could blame one particular event to it, but in all honesty it's been half writer's block and half my typical self. The problem I have when it comes to writing, or doing anything really, is that I lose time. I don't realize... Continue Reading →
To the Bones Tired
Complete and total exhaustion have taken hold and won't let go.
The Downward Spiral
TW: Anorexia/Eating Disorder
Rambling thoughts..
This started off being about my moods lately, but I'm so scattered mentally that it really doesn't work as any one topic. So here is an insight as to how my mind works. Welp, I'm officially swinging for the sky. My mood has been all over the place for the past week. Mopey, angry, hyper,... Continue Reading →