Homeschooling. I don't even know for sure if that's one word or two, but I'm doing it. And if that doesn't describe our situation I don't know what does. That may be a little extreme, considering I did study English and Psychology in college, but it's a good representation of the fact that I know... Continue Reading →
It's been a long time since I wrote a post. I wish I could blame one particular event to it, but in all honesty it's been half writer's block and half my typical self. The problem I have when it comes to writing, or doing anything really, is that I lose time. I don't realize... Continue Reading →
Complete and total exhaustion have taken hold and won't let go.
TW: Anorexia/Eating Disorder
Looks as though surgery is off the table this year..
This started off being about my moods lately, but I'm so scattered mentally that it really doesn't work as any one topic. So here is an insight as to how my mind works. Welp, I'm officially swinging for the sky. My mood has been all over the place for the past week. Mopey, angry, hyper,... Continue Reading →
Sitting in therapy the other day, I learned of a fun new thing that I may have been plagued with: post-operative depression. Because, why not? When you think of it, sedatives are a depressant. Anesthesia sedates you so well that you actually keep sleeping while your insides are taken out. (Sorry for that visual if... Continue Reading →
I've had surgery for a hysterectomy planned for this summer for a few months, and the big day is only three days away. I'm a nervous wreck. To add to the stress, my other surgeon wants to do a mastectomy at the end of June. So, in a month. For those of you who are... Continue Reading →
Last year is a very hard subject for me to talk about. I was at my lowest point at this time last year. Memorial day weekend of '19, and I tried to kill myself. After having been manic off and on for almost a year, I crashed. The worst low I've ever had. I had... Continue Reading →
As a mother of three patience is something that is crucial in my day-to-day life. We suspect my first daughter may have ADHD, our middle daughter has diagnosed Autism disorder, and the youngest is entering her second round of testing for Autism after scoring too high on the Autism screening. In other words, it's a... Continue Reading →
Diary of a Bipolar Mommy 