Every once in a while people will experience absent-mindedness. It sucks, but it happens. Maybe you just have a moment of it from time to time, maybe you have a whole day of it. It usually comes in three forms: forgetting stuff, focusing on one thing and becoming oblivious to those around you, or not... Continue Reading →
I've been surprisingly efficient lately, which of course begs the question: Am I Manic? My manics are terrifying. I talk nonstop at an incredible high speed. I only think of myself, I am incapable of empathy. Yes, kinda like a sociopath. I can't sit still, I feel none of my usual pain that keeps me... Continue Reading →
The amount of medicine I'm on, in my opinion, is ridiculous. I also know individuals who take much more, so I am lucky in many ways. But that doesn't help me when I empty the medicine box section into my hand. Seven pills in the morning and seven pills at night have been my norm.... Continue Reading →
I have been doing very well as far as my anorexia goes. But I've also been gaining a lot of weight. I'm actually a little okay with it, but I have this growing fear that I'm going to get to a severely heavy weight. How do I lose this weight without going as far as... Continue Reading →
How is it possible, to feel so alone surrounded by those you love? You can laugh and joke. You can even cackle at the crude humor being thrown around. It's your family, and you're finally free to talk with adults, without having to keep an eye on children and watch what you say. So why... Continue Reading →
Many of the medications I'm on have that handy-dandy side effect of drowsiness. I recently got prescribed a new medication for my nerve pain, and it makes me ridiculously sleepy. I lay down, and try to sleep but I can't. I can't fall asleep. Last night I took a melatonin, fell asleep, and still ended... Continue Reading →
One of the fun things about not knowing what your mood will be an hour into the future (I say with great sarcasm) is that you really don't know who you'll be. I can sit down on the couch with a coffee and tell myself that I'll do dishes when I'm done drinking. But maybe... Continue Reading →
Part of my problem in recent years is that I try and take on too much. I try to be a wife, a mom, a daughter, sister, friend, blogger, crafter, business woman, writer, and avid reader. But that is an insane amount of hats to be putting on. Ideally, I'd have a schedule and would... Continue Reading →
I have always loved scary movies, but, over the past few years, I have found myself being too sensitive to enjoy them. The other day, I decided to have a scary movie night with my brother. We watched The Babadook, so if you haven't seen this movie and want to I suggest you stop reading... Continue Reading →
Diary of a Bipolar Mommy 