A Crushing Blow

Got some news this week that was hard to swallow. I got denied for my disability again. Only this time the judge was nice enough to add, "Applicant alleges to have an eating disorder (yet she is obese)." I'm sorry that I don't fit society's vision of anorexia. And quite frankly, f*** that judge. My... Continue Reading →

A Definite Low

Well the question as to where my moods were heading has been answered. I am low. And I hate it. I have no energy, everything hurts, but the worst part is that I can't enjoy my last couple days before surgery. I'm having a surgery tomorrow and another one four weeks later. I'm going to... Continue Reading →

Thoughts for Food

I have been doing very well as far as my anorexia goes. But I've also been gaining a lot of weight. I'm actually a little okay with it, but I have this growing fear that I'm going to get to a severely heavy weight. How do I lose this weight without going as far as... Continue Reading →

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